The weight is heavy. And it's different for men than it is for women.

[Walleye]

2. I do feel the same, I'm lucky to still hav my 2 brothers close

But it seems like I’m spending most of my concentration trying to keep from damaging myself somehow I tuned77 and that just smacked me in the face. The big seven seven. It was pretty scary being alone at this point. I get anxiety attacks as well as depression. Good luck hang onto yourself that important thing and be careful.