Not doing well right now. [View all]
Not that anyone should care, but I am. Last night, I was removing the bandage from the FUCKING FOOT WOUND THAT I HAVE HAD FOR FIVE FUCKING MONTHS AND IT WON'T HEAL and the sticky part peeled back some of the skin on my foot. I did not notice this, thanks to not having any feeling in my feet, until I saw the FUCKING BLOOD ALL OVER THE CARPET! (We rent.) Instead of going to bed I was up past midnight cleaning up the mess.
Today, I learned that my husband is going to drop his insurance because we cannot afford to have both of us covered. Let me tell you, it is such a great feeling to know that you are the cause of all of the horror he is going through. I am having other issues as well, and there is no relief in sight.
I cannot be productive to anyone, including myself, and I cannot continue to be the agent of destruction for my husband.
I have some serious thinking to do.
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