He just told me that he is feeling su*****al.

[OldBaldy1701E]

My husband... the only person I have in my life... the only person who will stand near me for longer than ten seconds...

Just told me that he is majorly depressed and feeling like he wants it all to end.

He has never said anything like that to me before. Not to mention, his declaration that the last year was one of the most difficult in his life really hurts, as I was there as well.

I guess I don't count anymore. I kind of figured that anyway.

The one person who I have tried and tried not to dump on, tried not to incite, and loved more than anything... doesn't see anything in me that might help him.

Oh well...