Depression doesn’t make you sad all the time (UK Guardian)

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2. yeah, because most of us hide it.

the black moments occur behind closed doors, or in front of people we trust, if we have such people in our lives.
i am no fun. that is a big reason why my husband left. i am too tired, and physically ill and exhausted, especially by late in the day when he got home from work.
kids feel the same.
in the year, almost, that we have been separated, he is out having a great old time, and taking the kids along for the ride.
he didnt even notice that he had them, i dont think, except as a ball and chain, when they were kids. now they dont need anything, they are his best buddies.

it is hard to live with someone suffering from depression, and i get the frustration. i cant blame him. or them.

but, yeah, i get it.